It has been more than 10 years living in fear. I guess parents never realise, their quarrels, their fights instill such huge impact on kids. I grew up in an environment of violence and unrest. There is never a moment of strict peace for a week and 10 years ago until today, the frequency became more unpredictable.
And I thought by being strong I can be immune to such fear. But each time, the discomfort did not decrease at all. I believe I will never get use to such fear.
Can I have some peace, at least during my time after work?
FAMILY - Father and Mother I love you. It seems like a black hole and no warmth, no achievement in the world is able to fill it up. It is painful.