Turn brief moments into perpetualty;

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Aragaki Yui -heavenly days

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yixin

hazel

jianing

hello!

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I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don't know why but I can already remember you
I wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate
I couldn't say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
that I feel "Thank you" are maybe words much sadder than "goodbye"

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
I'll walk on under a new light

contented!
Friday, March 27, 2009
11:24 PM

hello, im contented.

OCs had come out with mass dance for FOC! and I've been seeing alot of G and H in th holidays! (:

and I just went steamboat at P's house with O, A, R, S and Fs. hahahas~ one F is in SP, a friendly F. Hope I dont get sore throat again~

and Z is feeling better now~

Just in case you guys dont know, Z knows it all along, I aspire to be a successful woman in terms of career and family!
我要做个女强人！

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

privilege

Tuesday, March 24, 2009
1:28 PM

"We never want to grow old, and tried ways to stop ourselves from being old. However who would realise that it is privilege to grow old with someone. Someone that doesnt make you hate him like mad, and humiliate you till you turned despair."

p.s. May I have th privilege, please?

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

tabulas

Monday, March 23, 2009
8:54 PM

There's some passerbys that will comment on my tabulas. Its fun! Becos there're purely strangers and will blog-hop around to tag and so.

Anyway, I felt blissed. Although Im struggling hard for financial issues, i know there's still lotsa ppl that care for me. Recently, P cooked lunch for me. J remb bought a paris dangs for me.

anyway Im going school to overnight tml. Well, for camps preparation again! Hey im tired.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

stalker

Saturday, March 21, 2009
2:09 AM

"Paintings look perfect from afar. Upon closer inspection, you start to see its faults and crack lines. The small spot with no paint on it. The occasional stroke drawn out of line. The small tear on a particular section of the paper. Imperfections show.

Paintings are very much like people."

Im currently stalking someone. She's a hero. blahs, but definitely, Im not a lesbian.

L, get well soon (:

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

BB仔

Friday, March 20, 2009
1:45 PM

I want a BB仔! So cute so cute so cute! I guess Im influenced by someone and now Im addicted to BB仔! Now there's one in my house! He's 6month old, as small as L! and he never cries! what an obedient BB仔~

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

nothing last forever

Tuesday, March 17, 2009
10:13 AM

"nothing last forever"
"you must learn how to cherish th moment right now"
She dint replied to that judgement, becos she knew it all along. However abiding to it is another issue. I knew how she felt. That first person that came to her mind left her with worries. That first person understands this very well. Moreover things arent always under our control. She just wants that first person to smile. She wna give him a lil hug, a lil kiss, a lil touch, to overwhelm what he's feeling right now.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Home

Tuesday, March 10, 2009
1:24 AM

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

sky ; B

Monday, March 9, 2009
1:18 AM

Tonight, th sky looks like rushing waves. Th moon was outstanding, it laid bright, drifted away from all others. I counted th number of stars. One, two, three and four. Whats more? Nothing. Mayb I missed counts, or mayb th stars is as pathethic as whats going on right now. There's only four left.

I was at th playground that me and B played few years back. B, she's a bird that cant fly. She dont need to fly. Becos, she dont think of flying yet. Since young, many had mistook us as sisters. Well, I dont know why, but th truth is we look alike but we arent alike. Maybe we arent really close, but no one can drifted away our relations. Becos, we are "blood-sister".

One day she'll understand more about life. Everything will just complicated. Then maybe she will wan to fly, like any other birds in th sky. Becos, flying will set her free.

Im not up to cursing her. But that's th truth bout life. They are lotsa devils ard, like some obvious devils that everyone can see if you are homie. and devils are in th dark. You wont know what they will be doing. so well, just be prepared. When they tried to hold you in pain, you dont even need to fight them off. But just acknowledge their existence. If not their existence will be as useless as bull shitters. and well, this is doing them a favour.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

TAGGED

Sunday, March 8, 2009
2:02 AM

Rules:
It's harder than it looks!
Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Semantha

2. A four-letter word : Sing

3. A boy's name : Sam

4. A girl's Name : Snow

5. An occupation : SLAVE

6. A color : SAPHIRE

7. Something you'll wear : SHORT SKIRTS

8. A food : SOTONG

9. Something found in the bathroom: SHAMPOO

10. A place : SENTOSA

11. A reason for being late : STILL EARLY

12. Something you'd shout : SHUT UP

13. A movie title : SEX AND TH CITY

14. Something you drink : STRAWBERRY YOGURT

15. A musical group : S.H.E

16. An animal : SPIDER

17. A street name : SHENTON ROAD

18. A type of brand : SAMSUNG
19. The title of a song : STRANGER-SECONDHAND SERENADE

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

trapped

Saturday, March 7, 2009
1:17 AM

Im trapped, not becos I dont think for others.
But becos, I got too many people to consider for.

And its march7, again.
It's a day when I terribly which to spend time alone, at home.
Happy march7.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

mood: recovery

Monday, March 2, 2009
10:43 PM

I think Im on th recovery phase.

I finally have some job to do. Im now struggling for camps! Okays, sometimes I felt blur in camps, becos I cant catch what they are saying as they sidetrack! and well, when things dont get in my way, I will feel terrible and uncomfortable. But fortunately, this time I dint feel that way, becos I knew that feeling that way wont help in any sides. Moreover, I think Im coping well with my duties! and ya, I finished a so-call-montage for SB club! hoohuus~ well, photoshop again. Limited time grace, so i dont really think it will "WOW" people but its still acceptable. and yes. so when its printed out, I think i'll feel proud of myself. I longed for that feeling. Becos, its been long that Im proud of myself. I felt flawed and see myself as terrible always.

Im going sentosa tml. i pray for a good night sleep. becos, Its been long since I slept well. Im been forcing myself not to sleep early recently. I wna make myself as tired as possible and just doze in sleep after seconds in bed.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

2:34 AM

Becos, pikachu needs a hug.

But pikachu is greedy. Thats why pikachu remained in open arms despite after being in th warmth arms.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

depending on jokes

Sunday, March 1, 2009
3:24 AM

A mother was sitting on the couch reading a book when one of her children walked up to her and said, "Mummy, why is my name Petal?"
The mother replied, "Because when you were born, a petal fell on your head."

The next baby walked up and asked, "Mummy why is my name Rose?" she replied,

"Because when you were born, a rose fell on your head."

The last baby walked up to her and said, "BLAS CLAFLAS YIFRASSAM TASSM POONNFFFIINRTY."

The mother replied, "Please be quiet, Refrigerator."

Thats th joke of th day for dont know which joke website. Finally, I found one joke that make my brain respond by quite a bit. Yes, finally. How pathethic? Now Im zeroing to th situation that I need to force myself to depend on jokes just to get some reactions out of life. Life? Im leading a life. a lifeless life.

Emo? I sound emo, but Im not emo. Becos I think I qualified to be a "sad" writer. Im not a writer, just that words I say and type or write just sound emo.

I dont know why, Im totally fine when there's one with me. But when seconds turn to minutes, and sadly, hours, they left, or maybe he left, nd Im left with nothing else to do, probably not really nothing, I still have my books accompanying me, and ya, I finished reading another book just now, and so I have finish a total of 5 chinese books and nearly completed an english book! well, thats th longest sentence ever, becos Im sidetracking. so, I think I gta go back on tracks.

I felt lifeless. No Im not feeling lifeless. Im finding th real reason. Ya, Im trying to find th real reason. I wna ask myself, truthfully, if possible, why I felt so, lonely. Hello, it's suppose to be lifeless. and why, am I so afraid to face it, and finding words like lifeless to replace it. Oh well, fine, its lonely.

As you can see, blog posts increased like ALOT and Im forcing myself not to sleep everynight, becos, I felt th-word-that-I-dont-wna-mention. Well, I dont like it, and Im still not asking myself why.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

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