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9:01 PM
no one can understand.. no one.. the feeling of being stuck outside the house all alone.. without anyone to help or to talk to... being a Leo.. loniness is the tging i scare of most.. i was jus walkin ard the neighbourhood for one hr... finding my bro.. i had a fall.. my hand is bleeding.. no one knows.. i dun wanna care who knows or not.. jus need someone to care bout me.. waiting for the first one to call me and ask how am i... no one.. no one call me at all... no one.. wad the fuck.. wad kind of frenx are u all.. i hate everyone in the world.. let me die... okie.. i dun wan to hav any relationships for this cruel world.. jus no one care.. all u all noe is to scold... scold scold and scold.. nothing else.. no words of comfort at all... not at all.. even my hand is bleeding.. jus noe how to scold.. im jus a thirdteen year old gal.. to u all, u say i hav grow up.. but u all still treat me like a child.. controllin all my freedom.. at one point i am a young adult.. at one point u all treat me like a child.. i am in loss.. u all jus dun care.. i am jus 13.. without any family love.. all alone.. no one to talk to.. i just cant tolerate.. i jus took a pen knife and further more cut myself.. i noe u will not talk to me if i did tat.. i dun mind.. even if u talk too me.. it is too late liao.. coz nothing can heal the pain in my heart.. i was jus alike a mad woman running all ard the neighbourhood.. face in tears.. no one care abt.. i think no one know at all...jus let me die..
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8:16 PM
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雨天
6:10 PM
quite disappointed of lots of things...
firstly at healthy lifestyle...
at first wanna run wif h5 one...
but sunni seperate boys and gals..
hais... then shirt kena dirtied by mud..
i hate running now...
at cinema... is like so lonely.. wanna sit wif angel or maybe h5...
wei hong also can... hais.. i wanna die.. no one seems to care loh..
muz buy a knife liao... the later go change home cloths... hais... go timezone wif h5... lame kia... i feel like tired... something is like missing... like leaving me or wadeva... jus gt a sense of loneliness...
then keep eatin and eating...
hais... then later go home...
sit at playground there...
when i leave, he comes.. isnt this fated...
wads fated is unchangable liao...
we r fated not to see each other...
hais... wadeva..
maybe havin a chalet in june..
i think it will be fun but sure be disappouinted again..
there wil be ppl in their own gangs one..
me yixin and xinni we alll already try to merge into ppls gang...
jus they dunno and appreciate..
wad i want from e class is class spirit.. .we did it at sports canival..
but jus some monkeys still dun wish to cooperate...
i wan class spirit..
u guys leh??
i dun wanna care..
jus hope when in chalet everyone is havin fun together... as a whole class..
to me.. the class isnt a normal class..
its includes my frenx.. my best frenx.. my buddies... my precious memoriies... no matter they are sad or happy ones...
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7:00 AM
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my hands hurt like hell.. on fri, i walk walk walk, at the same time staring at the badminton court, hoping to find him.. but suddenly.. ^bang* i bang onto the wall.. didnt hurt my head.. coz my hand blockin... but my hand till now stil pain.. haha..
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