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I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don't know why but I can already remember you
I wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate
I couldn't say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
that I feel "Thank you" are maybe words much sadder than "goodbye"

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
I'll walk on under a new light

Day 7 – This is what I want to do when I grow up
Friday, July 29, 2011
10:16 AM

It's quite weird to be typing this. Cause Im already growing up. Nevertheless, I always wanted to be myself when I grow up. Life is a route of self discovery. I dont have a specific passion. But I wanted to be true to my belief, I wanted to act the way I am.

I wanted to be a CID, one who uncover crimes and make things right. I wanted to walk with pride because of what I do. Being a police make me feel right. When I say Im a police, although many will give a scornful expression, but it represents who am I inside.

I wanted to have a purpose in life. And this, gives me a sense of heart. It links myself to the community, infact humanity. I wanted to speak up for myself and differentiate the right from wrong. I know Im borne to learn to make things right.

Perhaps it is just an ambition. Perhaps it will not be put to actions. Perhaps in reality, it isnt that beautiful. But I will always keep this in heart.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Day 6 - What is Love

Sunday, July 24, 2011
11:06 PM

Being loved is blissful while to love is a contentment.
被爱是一种幸福，而爱是一种满足。
Love is a yearning to understand someone, protect someone, care for someone. And when you're in love, you know th reason why you exist.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Day 5 - 10 Things you dont know about me

Saturday, July 23, 2011
1:57 AM

1. I had a baby pillow that had been with me since young. She is twenty this year too.

2. I carry my organiser with my almost everyday. It contains really alot of secrets.

3. Im a super dog lover. Baby Nono Lucky ChunChun Dodo BoBo YoYo DaTou DuoBiu XiaoBai DeeDee.

4. Im money minded.

5. My favourite show is Digimon.

6. Im super timid. Although you cant tell.

7. I dont eat pineapples.

8. I believe birthday cakes exist to hold as many candles as possible.

9. I fall in love when Im 15 and I never fell that badly since then. Because I had learnt to protect my heart from everything.

10. I act stupid most of the time because thats the best way to protect yourself.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Day 4 - My siblings

Thursday, July 21, 2011
1:51 AM

I may only have 1 younger brother, but emotionally, I got another older brother and two little sister well. They are cousins, but I felt them closed to me like real siblings. It may be one sided, as they may not feel the same way as they do not understand my deeply etached are they.

Many used the below phrase to describe friends, "It's been said that everlasting friends go long periods of time without speaking and never question their friendship. These friends pick up like they just spoke yesterday, regardless of how long it has been or how far away they live, and they don't hold grudges. They understand that life is busy…and…you will ALWAYS love them." But dont you think if you change the friendship to the relationship you have with your siblings would be more appropriate? Hahaha perhaps it's just me.

My little brother arhs, I still waiting for the time you grow up. Dont make me worry about you anymore. As for my kor kor and my two meimei, Im watching you from afar. I had always cared, in my own way.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Day 3 - My Best Friends

Tuesday, July 19, 2011
1:41 AM

What are best friends?

When young, best friends seem easy to define. They are the one that spend the most time with you. Talk almost everything in the sky, stick together like glues, share personal belongings, trust each other with dead secrets, the first one you call when you are in trouble.

When older, best friends seem to be the one with a common goal, where you can see a future together. You often paint a picture of the future where both of you still are as close. Something silly such as getting married together, seeing your children played together.

When you hit the twenties, best friends seem to be contacting lesser and lesser. And you will start to wonder, Are they really best friends? But Who the hell knows?! Only time can prove that. But what I can say is, best friends will make the effort to contact each other no matter what. Best friends appear in each other mind's and you would recall things she do that irritated you to hell, and also the things that made you once laughed like lunatic.

I had my moments. I had my best friends. And I still wish to have them - till the end of my journey in life.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Day 02 – My Parents

Tuesday, July 12, 2011
10:50 PM

My parents are the best parents in the world. They dote on me in special ways that may be viewed as weird in the eyes of many. Something different is, I got two Moms. You cant ask me to choose who do I love more or who love me more. Because they are both precious to me.

My parents thought me how to love people, how to care, how to take responsible. They are the one who taught me, nothing is as important as having a happy family. Nothing is as close as kinship, nothing changes that fact that we are together.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Day 01 - Who am I?

Thursday, July 7, 2011
1:57 AM

I like typing the "Who am I" section. It keeps me thinking of my identity, what I have done, what I want to do. Thats me. I think alot.

I am a sentimental soul which alot people did not realise. Memories, they mean alot to me. I remembered alot, I remembered those that people dont remember. Thats why I felt lonely and cold most of the time, as if Im the only one in the world who remember this this this happen before. I felt distant with the world. But Im cool with that. Because memories make me who am I today. I breathe from my memories and would run anywhere my legs bring me.

I do things according to what my feelings tell me at the moment of time. This makes me a simple person yet, a complicated one. Simple because I act according to what I feel, no hidden motives, no extra thoughts. But to many, it is complicated. People dont catch why I do this or why I feel this way. Being myself makes them difficult to understand me as a person. Because Im unpredictable, and I have to admit, I do do weird things at times.

I keep my distance to people & to the world. I dont like to care about many things because Im afraid. Once I care, I care too much. So it is best if I appear cold to things and people. I need to prevent my emotions from getting out of hand. Im filled with passion, too much that it may overwhelm someone.

Trust is a big thing to me. It takes me years to trust someone. I observe alot, think alot. Although I may appear happy and cheerful wih you but I wont say much about my personal life. It takes me time to warm up and to talk deeply to someone.

I hate being restricted. I adore freedom. The freedom to love, the freedom to care. The freedom to make decisions. The freedom to go out anywhere with anyone. I know what Im doing and I can differentiate what's right from wrong. I appreciate if people reason with me but not stopping me. If it makes sense, I will listen.

I am who I am. I will not change anyone, neither I like anyone's attempt to change me. Respect is a basic courtesy and I demand the same level of respect back on me. Life is fair, you decide who you are and what you gna do. So I dont believe in complaining, you can always do something.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

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雨天我就想一个人
只有一个人我才能全心爱自己
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Plain bitter tea and full cream milk tea are both chosen decisions which I fancy. Im not a dreamy person who dazes every single moment. Im just someone living in my own world where fantasies are painted. I had lived in my dreams and for my dreams. Not an initiative person in socialising, waiting for someone to break through th façade is th only comfortable way out.

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