I reading ppl's blog! oh damn there are all saying wad last day of sec!
Ohhh -.- nothing much for me .
I jus know , for every second that begin, something ended.
And we can never be back to that second again!
Thus for every moment something is ending!
So there's no need for me to be sighing of last day of sec =.=
Cause, I dont miss any sch facilities -.-
Those I loved, thou cant see them daily but can stay in contact right!?
and maybe always see each other will be sian also!
Hmmmm its a test to frenship,
Those thats dearly to you, will eventually stay in contact!
Thus why worry? I got nothing to worry about!
And Im back from work today.
Frens close to me will know I will fall in love with which appearance type of guy!
hahhas no need to say laa "tall fit strong"
I dont like bengs, punks and gothic.
I prefer casual attire! and sporty xD
"He's the typical guy that you normally would see in today's society, nothing too spectacular.
In fact, you really have to concentrate in picking him out among the crowd.
He's also easy going, has a sophisticated taste.
He isn't boring or anything like that.
Just that he would tend to be a little humble, has his own independent views, but keeps it to himself.
If the situation requires, he can step forward and really make an impression on others."
Yes thats very true!
He must have a shy character, but treat me with passion!
Hahs I know thats contradicting!
But I hate guys that treat me like mother! oh fuck!
I mean sajiao to me but there's a limit!
Hahs again another contradicting part!
He will be just a normal guy,
not handsome not ugly.
not bad-hearted or good-hearted.
not very sociable but not anti-social.
this type of guy! Hahs. is jus an average guy.
But hahs! average guy! its hard to find!
cause he will not go crazy in front of ppl !
or keep silence when in th crowd!
Neither he will go tease girls and ask for number
nor laid back and is a gay!
But one thing confirm is. he will not tell th girl he likes her!
but show it out in actions!
Lols! is hard really!
But I seen one! really!
the one at rice table!
He's a malay! He attracted me actually!
He's not like other malay guys that will deesiao me!
He is jus silence but will talk to people and join conversation!
Well He is the tallest I seen there! and thou I din see his figure but I know he's strong!
hahs! But I dont know his name ahh!
Thou I work with him for 3weeks already!
Hey and this show Im not interested in him!
But he's th type that I know, I will like him ! hahhas
When he's working, I felt more secured!
Im not afraid of doing any mistake cause he will help me!
and without me saying he will help me!
damn he is those gentle type that I will like!
Not like other people in rice table!
I guess they dont know wad difficulties stupid like me face!
But sad! Im a love-hater!
i hate love! and I will not like anyone!
Thou I came to pay attention to that malay guy!
and realise wads special in him is his averageness!
and his averageness is th type that I will like!
no wonder I will pay attention to him!
hahhhas!
Marcus is also an average guy!
thus I said, average guy will catch my attention!
Damn but Im very lucky!
no guys entered my world yet!
Thus even I like anyone, I wont scare that they will leave me!
cause right from the start they did not even entered!
Hahs! true! I will not go into any relationship!
and Im very clear of this!
Unless marcus confess to me laa!
which is impossible! and Im just joking! hahhas.
Well my blog is full of marcus! and he will pop out somehow in a corner!
Well, he is jus a model!
a real life model that represent someone I know I will like if he goes too near to me!
But luckily he din! What a close shave yeah!
If he goes too close to me, I will be in trouble!
cause I will be stucked in between!
in between of to like him or to hide from him!
cause the start of a relationship is a first step to the end of a relationship!
Im not so stupid to put a end into a relationship!
Thus I wont even start it!
Hahs its very fair to everyone!
Cause no matter who likes me, even if I like them
I wont go into a relationship!
But Im still biased to Marcus, cause for his situation I will be stucked!
Hahs! enough of this!
I will promise not to go near Marcus again!
And this is the third time I stopped myself from him!
Since its not deep, I still have chance to stop it!
I will not go too near to him!
But I will still talk bout him ya! hahhas!
Im refraining myself from relationship!
cause love sucks!
and dont try to change me with your stupid thinking!
Eg.
we will be happy forever!
I will treat you very good.
You will be my everything!
You cannot liddat you cannot hide from love!
You need to open up one day!
You needa learn to believe in love!
Damn cause Im not stupid!
And I hate guys that wan to change my thinking!
I respect everyone's thinking!
but please dont fucking change mine even you think mine is wrong!
Cause I dont expect anyone to must have th same thinking as me also!
Damn Im not closing myself!
Just that I dont know love neither I gna believe in love!
cause love shown me nothing to believe in.