Turn brief moments into perpetualty;

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Aragaki Yui -heavenly days

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hazel

jianing

hello!

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I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don't know why but I can already remember you
I wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate
I couldn't say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
that I feel "Thank you" are maybe words much sadder than "goodbye"

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
I'll walk on under a new light

being perfect
Monday, December 27, 2010
10:27 PM

Did you realise, how similar we can be when we need each other's acceptance. And how different we can be when we need each other's ideas. There's nothing that is made perfect for each other, but there are people who makes being perfect possible.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

i miss you?

Sunday, December 26, 2010
1:03 AM

There's a part of me that wants to talk to you, but I dont know what to say. That's what I meant by I miss you. But I guess you're alrdy asleep by now. Hahaha! I will find my chance, see you tml!

Anyway, christmas is over and 2011 is nearing. It's been a year. Im going to reach 20 soon and Im really looking forward to it. Im not looking forward to being crazy, wild and sorts. These are never part of me. I love being fun in my own defined areas. I love simple things that are drafted out with heart and soul. Dont tell me you did use your heart when you dont, cause Im not stupid, I can feel it. I know everyone was given th power to feel. But not all used them wisely. I chose not to use them during some moments of life because Im afraid the answers will upset me. There's two type of being nice to people. One is, you're stupid, Second is, you wna treat that person nicely. It's okays to take advantage of stupid people who treat you nice, because they wont know they are taken advantage of and will continue doing th same. But as for th second type of being nice, it will be gone before you realise and regret, but seriously you dont even have the right to feel remorse because you deserve all this for taking advantage of someone who treats you nicely.

I dont know what's up with th sudden anger or irritation in me. Perhaps it's just some unbalanced emotions that are haunting me.

Actually Im not a saint. I dont deem myself as a nice/kind/good person. But something is, I dont deem myself as a bad person or devil anymore. Because everyone has a choice to decide what they want and who they are. And th person I am now, is my choice. All th wrong turns I took in th past, were my choice too. Although I still feel angry at myself for making so many mistakes in th past, but there's nothing I can do about it anymore right? All this, may leave people a perception that I was a bad person or so. But it doesnt matter, because it was my choice and something I gna face it bravely now. I cannot undo any of my past but I can make my choices in the future a better one.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

if I die

Wednesday, December 22, 2010
11:07 PM

If Im gg to die today. There will be a few things I regret about.

1. Unable to complete HRC, not to mention getting into th next round.
2. Unable to graduate with terence, yanying, jiawen, hian and denise.
3. Unable to get my diploma certificate.
4. Unable to cuddle Nono.
5. Unable to grow up to take care of my family.
6. Unable to hug Baby's box of ashes.
7. Unable to work another day at ricetable.
8. Unable to go for a holiday trip with my best friends.
9. Unable to celebrate my first christmas and upcoming new year.
10. Unable to tell Wayne I love you.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

we are a team

Saturday, December 18, 2010
12:25 AM

It's th small things in life that touches your heart. How one can wake up earlier to wait for you. How one can work together despite feeling stressed. How one can cheer each other up during project discussions. How one critique on ideas yet at th end of th day, talk about clubbings. How one can wait one hour or travel all th way down without knowing if th person you are looking for is free anot. How one can cook and pack the other person room without grumbling a little complain. How one can wait for the other person to be home so that one can sleep peacefully. How one needs to hear the other person voice as if it was fundamental to survive. Thats love that shape them all. There's many types of love and bonds, Those that we share are unbreakable. Those that are one sided arent worthwhile mentioning, or to live for it. Remember the bonds we share, and dont quit. Because we are a team; family, friends, love and many more.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Dont quit

Thursday, December 16, 2010
12:39 AM

Optimistic!

Never Quit.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

th key is in your hands

Tuesday, December 14, 2010
11:17 PM

Hello there, knock on th window pane? there's no need to do so, cause you can just open th door and enter. It isnt locked for you, as you know. There's no need for even formalities. There's just you and me.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Thats who I wna be

Sunday, December 12, 2010
12:41 AM

Sometimes, many things make me wonder who am i. I tried looking into your eyes for the answer I want to see. I cant figure out who is th one in the glimpse of reflection, th tiny insignifant glimpse of reflection that encompass all that I care. In your eyes, Im hoping to find trust which secure us closely, hoping to find passion that burnt through my skins, hoping to find love that engulfs, and warms, hoping to find innocence who care from within, hoping to find transparency that conveys the truth, hoping to find your past which seems merely a stage for you to grow so that you can to be there for me, hoping to see our future that you long to attain, hoping to see that everything you see is me.

Thats who I wna be, even though there might be chances that thats not gna be me.

When I asked myself who am I th other day, I know I had doubted all these I had stated. But why do you constantly remind me to have faith? Faith.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Back to being laid back

Saturday, December 11, 2010
1:15 AM

It's good take a break and reflect upon what had you been through recently.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

my world

Wednesday, December 8, 2010
12:02 AM

In my own world, Im safe from everything. I set my own boundaries and I decide my daily plans. However in reality, it's a different scenario, Things happen without your acknowledgement and most of th time you lost your own free will. Influences, threats and emotions lead people on, and decisions made were not what you meant. Everyone has a world of theirs, and to return to their own world would protect them from everything. At th same time, it takes away everything that they could feel if they open their world up to others.

Welcome, You'd penetrated into my world.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

who am i

Monday, December 6, 2010
10:29 PM

Who th hell I am?

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

1:52 AM

I enjoyed my weekends. I enjoyed being truthful. I enjoyed having heart to heart talks. I enjoyed having both emotional and physical connections. I enjoyed spending my days simple. I enjoyed it being meaningful. Weekends ended. Im back to working, overtiming, and hrc-ing. But I enjoyed looking forward to my next weekend.

This is th first time I understand th pleasure of weekends.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

love for life

Friday, December 3, 2010
12:03 AM

There's love and love. Relationships, by and large, involve conditional love. No matter how much one person loves another, they can usually bring themselves to stop if the other person behaves badly enough. A particularly tolerant soul may forgive more but the kind of love that flows between two people, wonderful though it may be, is not the kind of love that makes the world go round. That's love for life itself. Love without boundaries or judgements. That's the kind of love that the cosmos has for all. And the choice to take it up or not, is one's free will.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

billionaire

Thursday, December 2, 2010
7:19 AM

Start of a new month! Here comes December! Soon it will be th end of this year! And Im looking forward to it! I wan a brand new beginning! Th past is important, because they are lessons that make us learn! They let me know about my mistakes and never shld I do them again! People are constantly afraid, because fears lies deeply within their soul. But if you concentrate and try to feel your soul, would you realise that, th fear is concluded due to moments of your past, and shldnt you let your soul be at ease and connect it to mine? Hahaha. Internship was great! and I wna be a BILLIONAIRE!

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

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