hey blog, i thought i dont need you anymore. but i guess im wrong. i thought i found someone who is worthy of my heart. but im wrong too. i thpught i set my expectations too high and this many months im telling myself to lower down my expectations and i was wrong again. yes you may be the best guy i ever.meet, the one that give in to me most. the one whoe is willing to put down your ego just to humour me. but nothing is perfect. you never once understand me. when i need you most, you arent there. it may be because im not telling you stuff and im always so difficult to open up. but the fact is.you never try enough or initiate to open my heart. i often wonder if i am really so difficult to understand. all i need in love is to find a soulmate who truely know me. someone who know im just blunt in my words but my heart is desperste to show a sign of love.i thought ypu are the one. am i wrong?