Turn brief moments into perpetualty;

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Aragaki Yui -heavenly days

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I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don't know why but I can already remember you
I wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate
I couldn't say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
that I feel "Thank you" are maybe words much sadder than "goodbye"

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
I'll walk on under a new light

my worst enemy
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
12:54 PM

Perhaps you can try describing your worst enemy, or something you would go all out to get rid of. As for me, my worst enemy is someone who I know the best. She is awful, with scarred face, cracked lips, untamed hair, figureless, terribly dwarf, and what makes it worst is her personality. What a spendthrift, but yet acting as if she is a saint. Perhaps being good in saving money is just a pretense. She does EVIL stuffs, yet feel guilty after doing so; Maybe its just a pretense as well. she had built herself a nice facade, knowing what to say at the right situation, or showing a i think she is sincere smile. thats probably crap. I look into the mirror. no one knows how much i wished to smash It down. To people ard me, Stop encouraging me to be my real self and then start humiliating ME. You dont know how much it hurts.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

THE in thing

Sunday, January 15, 2012
5:13 AM

I often think, why do I always feel like Im invisible, insignificant, and whatever I do is insufficient? Am I really incomparable to them? Whenever Im indoubt, I tend to do inane things to worsen my pain, as if this would make me immune to them. Im not imprudent. Im just insecured and I do feel inferior which put people around me on thin ice all the time. I hate my inperfection, it makes me feel flawed in your eyes.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

something sweet

Monday, January 9, 2012
10:13 PM

Did I mention about how he display his jealousy? I doubt so. Yeap when we werent together, I love the way he sms me almost every morning, telling me about how he gna start his day, telling me that he is late for work (again), telling me to have a nice day. In fact I miss them so much, and everytime I received such messages from him now, it reminds me of how emotionally attached we used to be. But now, I love something elses more. It's his jealousy and the little things he does to show it! I love the way he insists that I come with him to show the other guys that Im taken (by him). I love the way he prohibits me in work-related stuff because he knows I will be in contact with the other guys. Frankly speaking, I must thank the other guys because they ignited this part of him which I never see or expect from him. This time, I really felt loved. Hehehe, I believe he is fooled by my facade. Although I showed nothing on the outside, but deep in my heart, something sweet is growing.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

1:18 AM

My holiday officially ended. And I haven cleared my poly stuffs, not to mention uni semester 1 stuffs. Im not mentally prepared for university at all yet. All I have in mind was to play enjoy and relax. I dont know how exactly I will be ready, but I believe I will never get the drive back again because everything seems so redundant to me. Im so unsure of when will I die, so why should I be bothered to pressure myself with results and examinations? Many may think Im wasting my life away now but Im sincerely dropping the huge stone in my heart, letting loose, finally live like a normal human being. I live my life everyday to give my best, to live my best. Even if I failed, I no longer feel as dissappointed or as sad. Im tired of making mistakes and having regrets. Im tired of living up to others expectations. I guess Im pretty much sure of myself now, finally, I had stepped out of my adolescence stage - Im 21 this year! I only lived up to my own expectations and yes I had been a lot happier.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

我的他

Monday, January 2, 2012
12:57 AM

我的他喜欢逃避问题。对于我的感受，他不做任行动，也不说任何好听的话。他以为沉默不语可以让一切问题消失。但问题将会一直深埋在我心底，我也会一天比一天难受。

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

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