the chalet is fun... very fun...
on mon.. me yixin and angel take mrt.. it is damn long journey.. about 1 hr plus.. i stand till leg pain.. we reach there ard 2.30.. then go eat.. later play bowling.. hais.. i onli watch.. but didnt play.. consider no mood bah... and scare waste money.. i once hav a experience in bowlin.. which make me say.. i nve wanna go bowling again.. tats childhood memories.. but till now i still remember.. after tat we get seperate.. me shi quan and susan go wild wild wet.. the rest go beach to see sunset.. i dunno wanna go beach.. becoz tat my dream place.. i onli wanna spend it wif him.. then we come back... bath.. lex wallets is missing.. then the ppl in the beach went finding it.. then ray gone missing also.. lolx.. so funny.. i ask ray.. if he gt cry anot..
then at nite.. think most of the ppl eat cup noodles.. but i dunno y.. my gastric gt problems.. i cant eat too much.. or i will vomit.. then suddenly didnt eat cup noodles.. lolx.. at nite.. they play bowling again.. i jus watch.. waiting for his sms too.. ray ask me want play anot.. yixin they all also.. i was quite touvhed actually.. to hav such great frens.. later we went back.. then go beachj see stars.. see.. i went to beach liao.. but tats the onli place we can see stars clearly.. we sit and talk about lots of things.. we talk about each of our bad points.. lols.. i realli love tat.. we realli hav a great time...
we go back and play.. some pigs are already sleeping.. i sleep at ard 3 plus.. wake up at ard 6.. they say i hav a vry STYLIO sleeping pose.. then i go bath.. later i went out to the bus stop.. lolx.. then i find out.. the bus onli come at 7.. then i go take taxi.. no choice wad.. take to pasir ris mrt.. then take mrt again.. the journetg is damn long man.. and im takin alone.. jus to meet him.. shi jie jackson also gt follow.. at first waiting for him to chat wif me one.. but since his frens are there.. i jus go sleeping.. since his frens are much more important than me.. then we reach the chalet.. they jus dun wan to go in.. izzit inside got ghost or wad... they are jus ppl.. we are classmates.. wad to be shy about.. tat dae.. i hav simply no mood lah.. but luckily i nve say it out.. dun wanna spoil each other mood wad..
they jus leave for their own meal like tat.. forget tat everyone there hav their meal but not me.. wo bei ta men *pang sei*.. the feeling wasnt tat good.. i sit outside the chalet and think b4 i went in.. evryone there was sleeping.. onli me.. i feel so odd.. then i ask angel accompany me go eat.. then i saw him in the arcade.. tryn to go near him.. i did it.. but not too much success.. then we go escape.. i already take alot of courage to sit wif him.. he seems no reaction.. he is hiding it for godness sake.. maybe.. escape was damn hot.. so hot.. tat i cannot tolerate.. then i jus walk off.. hopin someone to follow.. in the end no one follow.. like tat also good.. so tat i can think again..
later on.. they go arcde again.. i went wild wild wet.. this time qian hui and yixin follows.. jus nice.. my phone no battery worx.. afetr tat.. i was shivering cold.. i look for him in the arcade.. everyone was staring at me.. wads so specioal.. nve see soemone wet wif their cloths.. i wait outside. waiting for them to come.. i waited for quite long.. but no one came.. i was too paiseh to go into the arcade.. then i gave up.. tats isnt me.. i didnt give up for him easily.. maybe i was angry.. afetr tat.. they came.. all of the ppl bath liao except me.. still in my wet clothes.. he seems hav no reaction also.. i was very angry liao.. but not to show it out.. i bath then i try to sleep.. jus to forget my anger.. but somehow cant do it.. the rest was BBQing.. he ws bbqing chicken wings for others.. then i think.. is chicken wings more important than me.. i was realli going to explod.. then i keep pn eating and eatign tidbits... my stomach hurts for a while.. coz my gastric gt some probs liao.. haix.. i jus run to escape.. to vent my anger.. i did it.. i feel less angry now... yup.. later on.. i dunno where he go.. i jus feel so uneasy.. i saw the others playin ps2.. yup.. i play poker.. hope tat things went back to normal..
then i saw him again.. omg.. i hope i gonna scold him till i was satisfied.. but cant bring myself in doing.. later on angel need to go home.. she follow him and his frens.. yup.. they are so fated.. i noe and i understand.. i give up.. i surrender myself to fate.. jus wait and see wad gonna happen.. my heart love him is enough.. nothing to cling about.. later on our turn to bbq.. yup.. i keep on eatin and eating.. though i noe my gastric gt probs.. tat is to vent my anger.. hais.. later we go beach again.. this time we play true and dare.. cannot say the questions we ask.. tats is our secrets.. yup.. later on i went home.. my dad went to fetch me..
after this i realise alot of things.. everything is fated... fated tat she can communicate better than me to him..yup.. to him his frens are much more important.. but i realli realise tat wad are true frens.. i hav lotx of frens and ppl tat care for me.. realli.. i realise tat without him.. my life is not perfect.. but i can continue living.. no matter wad.. his rank is still above my frens.. wad about him?