I dislike every moment I breathe. It feels like something is pressing against my chest, or maybe my lungs to be exact. Argh, and what th only thing I feel that is entering my lung is cold air. Shouldnt air that enter human body feel warm by th time they reach th lungs? It feels like~ Argh, impossible to describe.
At least, my fever finally subside this evening! And th truth to speak, I only started my serious studying at 7pm. I hope I can catch up with the subsequent chapters and I pray real hard that my fever wont be back at least in th next few hours. There are like hidden murderous that kill me from the underground where no one notices! Im very tired for running on high temperature th past three days.
Ewww, I think I lost a few kgs! Hohoho, it's somewhat good for me! Hahaha, actually I secretly want to weigh only 40kg. I lost alot of baby fats alrdy, on my cheeks. But , it never seem enough to me. I wanted sharpen my features abit, so I wont look as tame when Im actually not. I should look fierce, or maybe it is just that I wish I look fierce.
Girls are greedy monsters that are never satisfied with certain things. But I admire those, a few of them, that are happy with whatever they have. I should stop being greedy.
End of my break time, Im back to study.
