Two more months to judgement day.

It seems like I know what judgement Im going to make but I insisted on not letting impulse overtake me. Im not going to act like a kid that do things just base on their instincts. I still believe that instincts can be trusted but not by following it blindly.

Human instincts are powerful weapons that people depend much during observation, interaction, analogy or decision makings. I had been through th first two initial stages that require more of one's heart and courage. Now it had solely became part of me ; what I see, hear, say or even breathe. Th third stage requires my own reflection to decide th right direction for my life. I think it's th most difficult stage because everything one does make this easier yet harder for me at th same time.

Im really surprised how rational can I be. Perhaps many things changed me, and one of th many will be (is) the appearance of someone. It isnt easy to be an adult. Many responsibilities, many rejections, many directions, many mistakes, many problems but only one you. Im still a kid, I shldnt think like this. I shld act like Im nineteen.

It isnt bad to be a nineteen years old kid seriously. You can enjoy your teenage years through balancing th wild outings with cranky friends and acting like you're tamed infront of paranoid parents. Thats th challenge, as well as th fun. Because you wont know when you'll get into trouble but th most contradicting thing is, you're not afraid of all these troubles.

Daring & Teens, they are linked. But Daring & Me arent. Perhaps Me & You arent linked, but our future is, or th other way round.

Anyway, I made strawberry creeps/pancakes/or whatever you called. And it is certainly better than th last time I made it. Seriously~ Th movie Remember Me isnt that bad, but it's a little draggy with emo ending. But th best part is, I think Im slowly finding back my identity.
I felt secure when Im thinking silently, when Im laughing happily and even when Im acting weirdly.

Hahaha during FOM module I dint go much research about SG Flyer. Now I finally know what are th differences between Ferris Wheel & Observation Wheel.

Singapore Flyer, a giant observation wheel, belongs to a completely different generation from the traditional ferris wheels. Unlike ferris wheels with their cramped carriages which hang in open air, Singapore Flyer and other giant observation wheels such as the London Eye feature fixed capsules. Also, each Singapore Flyer capsule is about the size of a bus and can carry up to 28 people. Passengers are able to walk around and enjoy the views outside without feeling any movement or vibration at all. In contrast, due to its reliance on gravity which helps in keeping its carriage balanced, the carrying capacity of the ferris wheel is usually limited to about 8 passengers. These factors, as well as others, distinguish giant observation wheels like Singapore Flyer from the older-generation ferris wheels.

Source: http://www.singaporeflyer.com/en/about-us/giant-observation-wheels-vs-ferris-wheels.html