He says Im a solo-ist. Indeed this is th best word used to describe me. This solo-ist only chooses, speaks, gives things related to her memories. Honey red tea, strawberry shortcake, numbers, colors, songs, Black pepper crab sushi, soyabean and fried doughsticks, paris, dramas, movies, places and of cause, rain.
12:03 AM the only thing is i cant make it for yumcha tml. so other dates! ps ps! edited hello, th time now is 2.37pm. and I received a phone call for work later again. hahhas! means I alrdy been working for 7 days non-stop. and fri and sat Im working as well. Hopefully, sunday there's no work, then I can compensate him her them. well, i guess, my dad's complaining Im always not at home as well. ever since last monday, okays counting in progress which is a total of 11 days alrdy. plus fri and sat will be a total of 13 days. which means near to 2 weeks Im spending less than 10 hours at home. oh wait. Im suppose to go my cousin house tonight! Shit! It's been two weeks not going there! dead shit! But at least I have some improvement alrdy. I started to remb what's happening nowadays. It's not bcos my memory is improving. Cause I must admit I have almost super powerful memory if I chose to remb things. Well, maybe cause Im starting to put my heart into th things I see/do/hear/feel. OR maybe Im started to get outta my own lil dreamy fantasy world and accept what's happening ard me. But seriously, I have no intention to put down th past. I still wna bring it with me. It's part of my life. life is a journey. and every experiences I went through become a story, a lesson that shaped th me that's alive now. So instead of hiding it deep inside and trying hard to forget and burn it, I shall bring it with me and remb it clearly. Well, I decided this long ago, and mentioning it again is bcos I know I dint change at all. I mean in th way of my memories. Preserving them is still th best solution of all. Of cause they influence my decision greatly, but I will try to ensure they wont not affect my happiness. "although Im not happy at all, neither Im sad." but I know Im a very fortunate person. Well, this contradict th title of th post. "happy day". However, if you think carefully, a happy day doesnt mean you're feeling happy, but it seriously means, it's day that you're supposed to feel happy.
Okays I heard this sentence like freaking lotsa time, regardless in school, at home or at work. Im seriously not chionging at all. And I even feel what I did is still not enough and I knew I can do lotsa better.
Of cause I'll feel tired, but bcos I have a lifelong plan. and I needa compensate the too relaxed lifestyle I had during semester one.
relaxed. it's been two years since I mentioned this word. I still remb. --threlaxed.blogspot.com 
I feel like this vacation is ending v soon! and my boss is alrdy asking me when is my next vacation.
well, I expect th v least for this vacation. As long as I laid aside time for xiaoxue, my doggies, my friends, my son, and a few kbox session, the rest I shall all go for work! (:
yea work. work, you're right, it's work.
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雨天
1:40 AM
You Live in the Past
You spend most of your time thinking about what has happened - not what's happening.
Your mind is consumed with memories and nostalgia.
And while living in the past may feel therapeutic or comfortable, it's not helping you.
Whatever has happened to you (good or bad), you're going to have to get over it.
Once you stop living in the past, you'll wake up to the world around you.
The present is a pretty great place to be.
Happy things today :)
雨天
2:01 AM
林凡-不要对我再说爱
太多爱不明不白
我还在分手的那一天原地徘徊
太多事不明不白
不明白怎么笑着走出来
不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去再也回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在秋千上摇摆
太多人不明不白
我不想重新开始后
还想着原来
太多人不必等待
我不能给你确定的未来
不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在秋千上来回摇摆
不要对我再说爱
我坦白一直忘不了原来
不要对我再说爱
我害怕我们再受到伤害
不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
就让我一个人静静摇摆
一段爱从不明白到明白
我的眼泪才慢慢流出来
That's my only regret in life.
雨天
1:34 AM
我要对你好.
我会对你好.
我只求每天我能对你好,
反正对你好.
雨天
9:28 AM

Hello look at this, even my mouse pointer say RAYMOND is 怪胎. So who is th 怪胎 now? You lose man baka! You'd never win.
So th quote of th day is,
"Raymond is 怪胎."
Im going off to work soon. I guess not bcos of work, I'll never ever wake up so darn early and blog.
Nah since I have th time still, shall do this. tagged by allie.
Pick your birth month.
→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your blog, lj, xanga, wordpress.
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list.
TAG: Yixin[she wont do it] Hazel Xinni Jianing.
Eh I dont know who else read it, cause it's private.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant.[only when i have to] Careful and cautious.[nah Im stupid] Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
雨天
12:16 AM
Nice one, I spend 50dollar today! and I still owe RAY 20dollar, plus I guess I dint pay weifeng th movie ticket.
Firstly, let's see two ah beng fight. Come on SUSAN! kick PSQ off th picture! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! once th hand is removed, th match shall start! 
Okays! That's PSQ and SUSAN! so they dressed up like ah bengs right ? Infact, they arent, fake fake only laa. and with dont know whose hand there. Well, I guess it's xin's hand.
Okays, That's weifeng pretty face. 
Well, he's been smashed by YIXIN! congrats man! 
Well doesnt he look cute lor! hahhas!
We went to watch 4bia! Well, it's damn scary! but it's worth its price. PSQ watched it for th third alrdy. He's like saying he shld watch 4 time becos it's named 4bia. Well lame right! Okays, I had quite a great scare out there!
and Susan walked home, he's bravo!
Xin and Ray took 900 home!
Weifeng took bus, well dont know which bus.
and me and PSQ walked home tgt! lucky man! But he left me at th bus stop! Well. so Im like, calling xiaoxue for help while walking home!
Thanks guy it's a good day. and a broke day. Im pennyless! hahhas so I dont have to eat anything later for lunch!
Well, Im working at heren later at 11! catch me there people.
雨天


