there will always be one period of the month that you feel that days are extremely gloomy, as if everyone around you have something on (without you) and you are being left alone. these days are when you felt so hopelessly begging for some love, some concern, some companion, and just a little of them is sufficient to warm you. yet i dont want to beg. if one is sincere enough, they will know how you feel. i always believe there are always small attempts that make things work. small little actions that is able to bond people admist this dark world. like the applause and cheers from your friends when you finished presenting. it's them, i know. although they have been very irritating and insensitive at some time, but i still hold them dearly. looks like i shld stop putting in too much heart for every dear ones ard me. it gna makes me suffer when i dont get love back, esp in these gloomy days. BEING SILENCE SOMETIMES IS THE BEST WAY TO LET PEOPLE KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. AND TO FORGET IS THE BEST REMEDY TO CURE A BROKEN HEART.