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dats my handwritting analysis
okays its quite true reflect of my character



i hav a necklace
it is used to put on rings
i put my ring i bou for myself
the ring the girlfrens hav
the ring with my bestest fren
and the ring with my boyfren
now with the bracelet also
as you know sem is a ring freak

i din wear the ring with my boyfren
however i wear the one i bou for myself
cos i really need to love myself more
i have been a crybaby
i have been hurting myself
i have not been smiling
i have not been loving myself

okays sem happy bdae
i forget to said it to myself
maybe i shld take off th happy
cos it wasnt happy as expected

firstly thanks all dat remembered my bdae

yixin hazel angel lex gz laoer zp yl cow divya zhikun raymond shiquan szeling xinni anqi diann chinfern poixin jieling jianing cerlyn lynette cindy jiayu serene jingjie zelin kane allen carol meixia jiamin yahui jingjiang jackson deric yijie selina joonkiat wanying ruiling iris doreen jinger yanshan cw yussy beatrice linxin guanhui
and those classmate dat sing my monotone bdae song


others sorry if i din remember mention yr name
and thanks for de presents
Hmmm dats my cousin url frenster click
recieved comments i look ilke her!
i was like huhs hey your eyes tok stamps!
she was like so tall so chio so sexy okays!


common test week
i hate common test and exams period
this is not becos of need to study or wadever
it is one feeling, lonely
after test, everyone will be like askin questions
i was thinkin for wad?! it is so lame
over means over already you ask so many qns also no use
and secondly everyone will start changing places
they will start to sit with their frens
seriously in my class frens dat will look for me automatically
there is only one person, my bestest fren
for all lesson after common test
i was like sitting alone in th front
no one to talk to and listen to
i really hope there is some kinda group work so i can talk
hais thirdly i dun wanna sit infront
but all had get their frens so
no one would bother to change seat with me
or care bout me alone down there
dats why, i dun like dis class
dis alone class when there is jus my bestest fren

i was really down during common test period
cos i will think of th past again
common test 1, it was a super sweet one
common test 2, it was so bitter
common test 3, i was so alone
predicted, final exams, i will be dead
anyway sorry to someone
maybe dat someone dunno who issit him/her too
im sorry, whenever i look at you, i cant help giving you i need you de eyes. cos i really need you. and im not talkin bout my boyfren.

sooner or later i will used to dis alone feeling
it jus need time for me not to be affected


i leave my blog music on, Ni Kuai Le Ma?
sorry i cant help crying again
im not happy, seriously sem is not happy at all
every moment there is a urge for her to cry
but i dun like to cry, my eyes hurt enough already
in the past, when im thinkin nothing, im will still be lively and happy
now when im thinking nothing, i feel so dead so sadistic
i rather i hav something to do
i rather im busy in something
i rather im worn out and tired so i wun think
thus i will not hav th time to think of unhappiness
Sem isnt happy but she cant tell anyone the reason
Yes she hav no one to tell about
or maybe can say, she feel even she tell, no one can help
Yes no one can help me in dis.
i cant help it too. i can do nothing except waiting
and Wo Yi Dian Ye Bu Kuai Le.

Sem has been a crybaby nowadays
Her eyes is alays swollen, "quoted from carol"
She is tired of living and solving the problems
She cant feel the happiness anymore
She is relunctant of making th first move anymore
She is pain when she saw no one bother
She is sick of hearing and saying th same things

Bad things never stop coming
15aug 11.33pm to 16aug 3.24, she read something
16aug 3.47am to 4.29am, she saw something
16aug 4.29am to 7.28am, she tried overcoming fears
16aug 8.00am to 2.30pm, she is controlling hard
16aug 2.35pm to 3.00pm, she cried out eventually
16aug 3.00pm to 4plus, her frens was with her
16aug 4plus, she thot everything will be fine
17aug She realised actually everything wasnt fine at all

I dun wan affect my common test again
for term 2, it affected hard enough already
and Sem, stop being so emotional and a crybaby
You sucks alot.