I can't remember if this dream is the 4th or 5th episode. Why do I have a dream that continues from where it ends with someone i chose to let go? And the most scary part is that I was truly happy for everything that happened in that world. It protrays everything I ever wished for in this one year.
Can you tell me how can one miss what you never have? How can I reminisce when there is no past? How can we celebrate a love that is too late, a love that wasn't real? How could I mean the words that I'd about to say?
I miss this time that we never share, I miss the love that was almost there. I'm still in my dreams, just let me take my time and reminisce. Who ever say it is impossible to miss what you never have?
P/S addicted to that song, each time it plays, it just takes my mind away.
Then again, thinking realistically, it will never exist ever again. Not because my pride is stopping me. But because of the fundamental difference and contradictory nature of who we actually are. It isn't a (1+1=3) synergy anymore, in fact it gna be (1+1=0.5) a detriment. I'll destroy you, completely.