woots. jieling found my blog
hahas she said "wo ai ni" hahas sound rou ma rite!
but sorta give me a shuang feeling.
xin hazel jianing know I have a blog but they dont know th address.
Know or dont know also nvm. I will blog like nobody's seeing.
hahas cause, lying and hiding my feelings isnt good.
some feelings need to be clarify.
Im neutral towards him already. and the him refer to lex.
No more love, no more hate.
If this is my open blog, I would never wrote this down.
Due to gossipers.
He used to be the person that understand me most.
Ya used to, dunno since when, he's not able to guess my thinking.
I guess this is because I've been hiding myself from people.
But now whose the person?
I've opened up, but the person had not appeared!
dear've been trying hard.
But maybe his thinking and mind is lagging.
therefore. it take him tons to understand people.
Jianing and yongliang. I have no comments.
who and who is together is not important.
as long as they dont betray their own feelings.
hahahs I no longer said as long as they are happy.
came to realise in a relationship there ought to be happy and unhappy times.
with unhappy times, happy times then will come.
sound lame.
yongliang is sad bahhs.
but who isnt when facing this kinda confused situation
breakups is no longer painful for me.
cause I once have the most painful experience that had and will continue affect me for th rest of my life.
sound something big. but it's th past, and I had accepted th fact but it's impossible to forget.
like a lost relationship. thou its gone, but still have to accept it.
but whether to forget it or not? depends on you.
omg? why do I sound like a water horoscope?
Im a fire and fixed horoscope.
shouldnt put in emotions into words liddis so frequently.
I've been affected alot I guess.
too much cancers and pieces had overcome me.
I guess this is because I put in too much feelings and when I lost it, I lost some of myself too.
Its impossible to find the part of myself back cause I dont even know wad I've lost.
therefor Im not gonna find them back again and gotta accpet myself.
I have done that and open up.
Im been finding th reason for th change in myself.
Now I finally found them. hahas thats a good thing.
Changed my blog song. Cyndi's 手表
就让我变成你的手表
贴近手臂听你的心跳
在第一时间陪你快乐
夜晚想你沉沉的睡着
拥有你每一秒
就让我的心为你读秒
滴答滴答是我的祈祷
就算是地心引力阻扰
却挡不住我向爱奔跑
为了你我做得到
爱陪着我们寻找
一种美好
有你给我暖暖拥抱
对我很重要
爱陪着我们寻找
这一刻刚好
当时针分针十二点遇到
爱再也停不了
No one wont be able to read the lyrics cause its far too small.
Hahahs I dont intend let anyone read also
This song had drove me crazy for the past one and half year.
I dunno issit cause this song brought me memories therefore I love it
or I love this song and therefore I treasure those memories.
hahas wadever is this, this song means A significant to me.
I guess only one person knows. but the person had forgotten.
therefore only I know. hahhas
About this song. I will never share with another person
Cause Im selfish in some ways. Memories of mine, I wont share.
I sang this song when kor ride me. Cause memories liddis give me that kinda feeling.
No matter wad. This song affected me alot in my life. thats unchangable.
This song even give me a feeling of wearing a watch.
Choosing a watch is like choosing a boyfren.
Hahahs until I found the right one, I wont put all my feelings into it.
oh ya. cyndi's bdae is 5sep!
happy birthday cyndi!
