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I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don't know why but I can already remember you
I wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate
I couldn't say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
that I feel "Thank you" are maybe words much sadder than "goodbye"

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
I'll walk on under a new light

3years
Saturday, February 26, 2011
10:24 PM

These 3 years have been an evolution. Be it Ricetable, Din, School, Jiawen Yanying Terence Hian Denise DHRMP03, or Weijian, I had know them for 3 years. Their impact on me is magnificient. They changed me into a better person, someone more cheerful, more responsible, and they gave me a chance to care for them, to put in my heart and my soul. That's what friends are for. These make me feel alive. I had learnt to embrace, and had eventually improved from it. We may be on separate ways now, but something common we have together is, this 3years of memories.

Sincerely, thank you. sob.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Who am I

Thursday, February 24, 2011
7:02 PM

Not as cheerful,
Not as caring,
Not as trusting,
Not as adventurous,
Not as chatty,
Not as mysterious,
Not as kind,
Not as gentle,
Not as rough,
Not as girlfriend material.

Okays, Im back from chalet. I went club for the first time. This experience really proves that Im not a clubber bah. I can enjoy it but there's no sense of accomplishment or satisfaction. Haha, Perhaps it's just me. Im someone not here not there. But Im contented, a step nearer to being happy!

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

trust

Wednesday, February 23, 2011
2:19 PM

it makes me wonder what's trust? when's the time you know you can trust. im not rejecting trust anymore. im waiting for an indication that this trust is worthy. because of what you say, it had touched me, and i still remember it up till now. Sometimes, it's more than just trust, it's to what extent would you go to make the other party trust you and how doubtful the other party is. It seems that im the problematic one. DoubtfuL, Skeptical, Loner, Cold. Where's the indication that trust is worthy?

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

full of shit!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011
8:34 AM

I got a feeling, I will be cursed! :D

Hahaha, Im feeling it, & Im not rejecting it.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

burn out

Friday, February 18, 2011
10:43 PM

Look what burn out had turned me into. Sighs?

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

my love ones!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011
11:23 PM

Hello! We work hard, it's an accomplishment! We love hard, it's a treasure! We have one another, because we are together :D

Dedicating this to all my love ones! Happy Valentine Day!

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

that day!

Sunday, February 13, 2011
12:26 AM

Due to endless workload, I am feeling burnout recently! and today, I went to take a look at the photos we have taken! Remember that day when the photo is taken? Hahah!

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

what would you remember?

Saturday, February 12, 2011
9:41 AM

If there isnt anymore future,
If the past doesnt matter.
If your present is disaterous,

If you were to take with you only one part of your memory,

what would you remember?

I would remember this moment of crossroad.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

to feel

Wednesday, February 9, 2011
11:00 PM

we often feel different kinds of emotions, compassion, because we allow ourselves to, because we let our feelings flow freely. laughters, tears, anger, they come easily when we dint hold them back. why can you tear so easily when a movie is touching, why can you laugh at silly jokes when they mean nothing? why can you be angry with a stranger when they blocked your way? because you allow yourself to. these are the times when you showed your true self. but why are there times when you controlled everything you feel. because it's risky as you're afraid to face the results you may get back in return. To feel is a blessing. For those who cant feel love, cant trust love, they are th most lonely souls of all.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

hehe

Sunday, February 6, 2011
12:22 AM

Hehe, I love you.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

contented

Friday, February 4, 2011
10:28 AM

Most of the time, I dont like to have close interpersonal bonds with people. Because having bonds means responsibility. I always have a sense of duty which often leads to stress when I know I cant fulfil my obligations. I had always distanced myself from people, constructed barriers, and detached myself from the world of complexities. Because I do not want to be involved in others' responsibilities. Because I believe whoever who are with me now is enough. Because I trust that those who are around me are worth it and I will not take on any more responsibilities beside them. Family Friends Work School Relationship. They are enough to make me contented.

And it is proven right. These commitments are enough for my scheduling of time. If I have more, it is bound to cause more stressed, more pressure.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

devil ; fly

♥ 我爱雨天
雨天我就想一个人
只有一个人我才能全心爱自己
雨天把我忘了吧

rainn
Plain bitter tea and full cream milk tea are both chosen decisions which I fancy. Im not a dreamy person who dazes every single moment. Im just someone living in my own world where fantasies are painted. I had lived in my dreams and for my dreams. Not an initiative person in socialising, waiting for someone to break through th façade is th only comfortable way out.

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