Turn brief moments into perpetualty;

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Aragaki Yui -heavenly days

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yixin

hazel

jianing

hello!

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I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don't know why but I can already remember you
I wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate
I couldn't say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
that I feel "Thank you" are maybe words much sadder than "goodbye"

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
I'll walk on under a new light

我不需要任何人的陪伴，只要我的心是坚强的。
Saturday, January 29, 2011
10:51 AM

心里不平衡。没关系，纠正心情后就能往我的幸福出发。

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

75%

Saturday, January 22, 2011
7:28 PM

Finally I had walked through 75% of the route. It may just end here, it may continue further. My conscience says that I had contributed 100% although th route is not perfect and can be made better. No regrets were left behind. Embrace is the word, for who we all are. Setting differences aside and making th best out of it. Glory will be shared and this connection make us stronger together. Thats us, Amplexus. Though some may not feel belonged, but in my eyes, you guys make it whole.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

Contract Extended

Wednesday, January 19, 2011
6:56 AM

Contract of HRC extended.
I feel that I can fly because we need to.
Cheers to our very efficient co-operation.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

monday dont come

Sunday, January 16, 2011
12:40 AM

Monday dont come, oh monday dont come :(
Knock knock on th hollowness of my soul.
I feel only partially alive.
Oh monday dont come!

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

join

Saturday, January 15, 2011
9:05 AM

It's not a danger not a threat, it's not a command, not an order. It's not a compulsion, not an obsession. Comfort zones we are speaking, to not only be in our owns, but in each others. It's okays if you/i dont step out of it, because i/you am/are entering th other. They are supposed to join, but not to be break apart. We are tying wishes and dreams together, giving a part of our own belongings to each other to safeguard it, tie a knot and this would signify everything we dream of.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

th turning point

Thursday, January 13, 2011
11:19 PM

I lay my eyes on th TV. It seems to be my relaxation everyday. I know th reason behind my anxiety. It is soon to be my graduation. And here am I back to Square 1 where every step I take gna make a huge implication on my future. I am not concern about what will I be doing. I want to plan a step further: Who will I be? I want to be somebody. At th end of th day, no one will remember what you had done, but they will remember you as who you are, isnt it? It seems like it's the big thing now. Because we are all growing up, and this is th turning point of our life.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

make my life exciting!

Sunday, January 9, 2011
2:30 AM

For one week, Im freed! No more HRC, No more school projects, No more meetings. Just solely concentrate on my ITP, and my Wayne. Just for one week, I hope so! Because I want to continue my HRC, I dont wna just end here. Even if Im th only one that wish for this, I dont mind. Im deprived for recognitions. And th entry to th next round is what I am looking for. Let's just think about what I shld do this week.

Tml Im going out, like finally. Im sick of staying at home and rest. This sickness is making me more sick. Hahaha, Im so used to running all about, staying at one place and rest is definitely not my cup of tea. Son is right once again, Boredom kills me. Life should be stable. But being stable doesnt mean being mundane. I would definitely lead a fun-loving, exciting, fill of colors and stable life. Although I do not find working studying reading boring. o.o They are exciting too what. o.o

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

types of love

Saturday, January 8, 2011
9:32 AM

It's been a week that I finally feel it coming. It's a brand new year. and in 2011, Im turning 20. Finally, I hit th big 2. No longer viewed as a kid. No longer viewed as I need your help. I dont need anyone's help. Cause Im happy with my own. Im growing older, and I shldnt push my body too hard. Rest more, sleep more, eat th same, and stop smoking. Say forever goodbye to my windpipe infection. They are all right. Im not fit to smoke. Having so much lung problems since young, I shldnt even be a social smoker. It will kill me one day. Now it's retribution. I cant even stand 2nd hand smoke, I will cough to death =.=

Recently, perhaps because I was sick, and was resting, I have more time for myself, to think and to feel. I felt love within me. I thought I forgotten all about it. Looking through th years that i had been through, perhaps Im too scandalous, or Im just a overly matured heart that needs closure, I realised how much emotions my heart had felt. I felt love, happiness, sadness, disappointment, pain, anger, hatred, and back to love again. I felt them all already. Wronged love, mismatched love, One sided love, Unfair love, uncoinditional love, Romantic love, realistic love, materialistic love, idealist love, puppy love, but at that moment of time, they arent th right love Im looking for. Thats why it shattered. I guess Im still th same, looking for a type of love that fills me all, emotionally. That emotional connection is indescribable. It's a feeling, where it needs both chemistry and time to prove it. Im giving in time every here and there. Because I believe, and I still believe. I dont need someone rich, smart, or terrifying good, I just need someone that can feel, like th way, I feel. I wna say it to someone, that, you know me, and you know my story.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

sleep

Thursday, January 6, 2011
9:59 PM

The only way to fast forward time is to sleep! :D Is it too late for me to realise how precious sleeping is? Hahaha yawns! Nights!

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

health

Monday, January 3, 2011
10:34 PM

Once again, Im defeated by Health.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

new year

Saturday, January 1, 2011
10:02 AM

It's a brand new year! We'd partied hard! And I enjoyed myself due to their presence! I drink quite a handy. But as always, I have sleeping problems after drinking. Thats why Im here, again.

Glad to say, all those present are those I loved. There may be times disconnections take place, but still, I cant hold back feelings. Trust may not be there, mutual bonds may not be there, or as solid, but, looking back memories we all shared is enough to make me smile.

Last year, although it was only yesterday, seems so far away. When I look back th past 365 days, it can amount to millions pages of words. Im like an unpredictable weather that changes so quickly and th worst is, I dont need anybody to adapt to my change, I dont want them to care. I thought that was independent but I was wrong. It was someone who spoke th words that changed this mindset, "I dont wna say I love you to you or any craps, just an advice to you: You need to put down your friends, your family, your work, your school, your everything and make your own decisions, You have to be independent. Afterall it's your own life."

Is it really my own life? Whats my life without my family, my friends, my school, my work and my everything? Perhaps what he meant was Im caring too much till it becomes a buden. They arent a burden, I dont wan them to be.

I breathe from my memories & run wherever my legs would bring me ♥
雨天

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